Love... Actually not...

All I can say is, all work and no play, makes couples a dull thing...

It's a strange situation what we're in right now. We just got back together and nobody knows it except the two of us. It's too stressful! We can't be "us" whenever there are people around. But then, it is also liberating. Whenever we're out with friends, we are forced to interact with other people other than ourselves.

Just this night, our school block had a night out here in Malate and we had to correspond with each other through SMS! What was that?! Hehehe... We had to talk secretly on whose going to pay for our dinner and how much can I spend for the night (because all of my money is with him). Well, you're probably thinking we are nuts for actually going through with this thing. Well, maybe you're right. =) But the way I feel about this right now, is that... this is something new for me. Since the two of us hooked together, he became my world and nothing else mattered. Well, basically that is still the case but I am now more aware of the other people around me. I now feel that there is a need for me to have other friends aside from him. Did I get sick of Pat? Well, I wouldn't want to look at things that way. I think it is more of me getting sick of myself being so dependent on him. That's not the way to live, right? Isn't it better to have two individuals who can live alone but are staying together because they decided to do so out of love and not out of need? I guess, I am in that stage... and so right now, I honestly feel that we are going to benefit a lot from this experimental phase.

Hhhmmm... I am not sure if I am still making sense. I kinda drank a couple of beers tonight and my mind's a little blurry.

I asked my hunny to sleep with me tonight, but he can't because he has this overnight thing with this brods. Gosh, I miss him. We spent the day together but we were with friends. So there.

I wish I can kiss you goodnight.

Does love really end? I just watched a film by Sharon and Aga lastnight entitled, "Kung Ako Nalang Sana" and a line that struck me was said by Sharon and it goes, "You never really stop loving a person. Once you love them, you love them forever. You might love them a little less or in a different way, but you still love that person."

I just want to share that line. I guess I agree with it. Love doesn't really end. It's too pure to just suddenly, or even insiduously, cease to exist.

Once you love somebody, you love that person forever.